Baptist blog on its way...meawhile I'm missing my "Jonathan"....

Hey all.

The John the Baptist blog is coming, still going over some scripture...

But I have some other things I want to get off my chest...

I'm a happy guy in general. Most people know me as a talkative, smiley dude, who loves to give hugs. And that's true.

But I'm also a lonely guy. A very lonely guy.

Loneliness is something I have been struggling with for the past year. There often comes these bouts of solitude which leave me feeling utterly alone. And it's so tangible. It threatens to crush me.

I'm so thankful to have a God who never leaves me. I don't know what I would do without Him. Thank you, Lord.

I believe that God places a certain person in your life. I call them a "Jonathan". A Jonathan is a friend like no other friend, a friend who loves you as much as you love them. A friend who, without hesitation, will utter your name when asked who their closest friend is. A Jonathan is not your spouse, and would be the same gender. Of course I get this name from Jonathan and David from the Old Testement (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_and_Jonathan if you want to look into it more)

You see a few examples of it here and there. Like Turk and JD from Scrubs.

I haven't found my Jonathan yet.

I'm not sure when a relationship such as this will enter my life, but I wait. I know that God will send the right person at the right time.

This is not me trying to garner sympathy or attention. It just helps to write about it. And it's not me accusing my friends of poor friendship, because I love my friends, more than they know I think...

But for those that are still reading, thanks, I appreciate it. I really do.

Peace.

keep posted....

Hey all.

I haven't blogged it a bit, been busy.

But I have been mulling a massive one in my mind, and will write it after a bit of research.

Going to take a deeper look at John the Baptist.

So stay tuned, and it should be up real soon!

Peace.